I don’t know what I want to do. I know that sounds crazy because I seem to have a 5 year plan and everything planned out. But the truth is that I don’t really know what I want right now. I am happy, I am loving traveling, I love writing and sharing my thoughts and knowledge, everything is awesome. And I mean that. But it doesn’t mean I have it all figured out.
I’m really just along for the ride right now. I am trying to find a way to help people that lets me be me and where I get to have fun and be creative. I’m learning that even though I spent years being particular and go go go, I don’t think that’s really who I am anymore. I used to spend a lot of time being angry, and now I just go with the flow. I wasn’t wrong before, just different now.
I’m quite enjoying not trying to prove something all the time. I get to do things because I want to, help people because I can, and smile because that’s how I feel. And right now, for the first time in my life, I am content right now. Not waiting for tomorrow, I am excited for today. I’m not dwelling on yesterday or worried about next week.
I am open to whatever tomorrow brings, and I am grateful for the lessons I learned yesterday – but most importantly I am at peace with where I am right now. And currently, that’s just trying new things and seeing what sticks.